darlingjib

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Moments in Ye ol' English by darlingjib, literature

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Moments in Ye ol' English

"perchance you see the moon?" "aye, tis but a glimer" "not here, here clouds envelope it but for whims. i see it in its full though, and aye, it be fullest to its beauty" "glorious this night, as nights past?" "i wouldn't say as nights past. for i have not taken in all the nights and all the moons from the begining of time, but tonight seems to strike a chord in me" "ah, but whom has? these nights are the only in which we have." "which is well, for the weariness of life would be too large of a chain to drag, even if it would be to see nights like these for eternity" "nay, nights as these dimmer to those spent in thy warm embrace" "for

lost in defeat by darlingjib, literature

Title Pending-prologue by darlingjib, literature

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Title Pending-prologue

It feels like it's changed. Everything, that is. Or maybe its always been like this and i'm just now waking up from this dream I call a nightmare. It's all these little things, these notions, that all of a sudden seem to be surfacing in my mind - in my heart. None of it makes sense, and yet, at the same time - makes all the sense in the world. So how do I explain this then? How do I make anyone else, especially you, understand what this is and how it feels to me? Distance, yeah, that's a good place to start. You have too much of it hanging about you, and while i want you to keep it, i want you to let me in that space of yours. See, m

Abra and Cal by darlingjib, literature

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Abra and Cal

they don't understand me then again you didn't always either you looked at me like i was a puzzle i suppose i was a bit to you i didn't even understand why i was the way i was it took me finding the other half of my roots that other half to know who i really was when i found myself it helped me to find you didn't it? i'm sorry i kissed you like that i know you were with my brother but that didn't make it feel any less right i couldn't tell you that i meant nothing to me it meant everything i didn't mean to be bad so very bad but that's who i was it's who i am all i wanted was to be loved to know i was loved you loved me

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a sledge before me by darlingjib, literature

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a sledge before me

pain it's the ache of a heart broken into pieces a sledge before me temptation rises gripping and releasing sorrow descending grave meanings useless comfort not found quikening pulse turbulance ascending cries around you you pay no heed the black is there always there never leaving never ceasing blood flows cold tears pending a whisper tells never can you go back time is near a sledge before me

coming back by darlingjib, literature

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coming back

when you looked me in the eye i never wanted to look away despair and pain flow freely from these wounds you so carelessly inflicted do i even matter to you at all? am i even in your heart? the way you treat me leaves me empty inside but whenever you glance my way i lose all my breath if all you wanted was to tread on my freely given heart you got what you intended you leave me on this sleepless road while you toy with my love as if you were the fates themselves toying with the mortal life i hope you feel this much power when i become one of the fates

Solitary Confinement by darlingjib, literature

Green Eye of Jealousy by darlingjib, literature

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Green Eye of Jealousy

jealousy is a devious thing starts from your mind abd ends up at your heart a kind of pain that flows through you like a river a dam that becuase of it, tears can fall all this can lead you to misery a long tedious road it will pass like everything else does but until that time i'll sit here and wait let it eat at me until i can't take it anymore and i break shatter and fall

Hart Felt by darlingjib, literature

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Hart Felt

i was sitting in class just the other day and i noticed a poster of a waterfall....the poster read "destiny is not to be waited for : it is to be achieved...and it made me think of you....a lot of things make me think of you.. sunsets and sunrises...darkness and light even make me think of you...sumhow i kno it's not the same with you....i don't plague your thoughts like you do mine...to me, you are everything...to you, i am nothing.. all this pain in me when i see you and you don't notice...my eyes a normal colour can seen to be on fire when you walk right thro me...my feelings don't matter to you...while i guard yours dearly.. your voice

tears by darlingjib, literature

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tears

tears stain your face and i cannot bear to see them there it pains me to know that i am their cause i can't help what i feel if i could i'd just walk away sumthing inside of me must have found sumthing in you i can't just wak away from sumthing so close that i could eventualy lose at the toss of a dime cancer cannot survive without a host then i guess i'm going down seems no matter how much pain we both cause we're still standing no matter how much we don't want to be i seem to lean on you whenever i have worries even tho i feel you don't care sumtimes i wish you'd open up and share because i can't go on knowing the pain inside

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Introspection by inureyes, journal

Introspection

Sep 17, 2015

It is a wonderful experience to view my former life through this version of a preserved time capsule on deviant art. It feels strangely comforting to be able to read through my old work and remember events I have long since blocked out. Being widowed often forces many to live in the past. I have chosen to not live in the past but embrace a past and part of myself I tried to forget for so long.

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laughing life away by darlingjib, visual art

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Deviant for 20 years
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Current Residence: defiance~oh~usa~
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Wallpaper of choice: HP~
Skin of choice: not my own~
Favourite cartoon character: Rogue~Remy LeBeau aka Gambit~
Personal Quote: what is your favourite color?

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francis bacon~(BACON)~degas

Favourite Movies

Pirates of the Caribbean~Donnie Darko~LotR~HP~The Saint~X-men~Star Wars~East of Eden~Hamlet~

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Yellowcard~Goo Goo Dolls~Coldplay~Something Corporate~Jimmy Eat World~The Starting Line~The Killers~

Favourite Writers

goethe~frost~e.e. cummings~anne sexton~shakespeare~chaucer~emerson~poe~longfellow~blake~

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Duck, Duck, Goose......what?~

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horses in a big way~movies~musik~books~

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darlingjib

Feb 22, 2006

we need a hood ornament!

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my absence has been long, but it was needed. i'm not entirely sure how long i will remain here. my grandfather's death was harder on me than i thought. definitely harder than anyone really knew. and then we had alot of problems afterward. there was a bad storm, took away our power for a few days. then we had furnace problems and the like. nothing's really went smoothly, and i just haven't felt like i've had time for dA. thanks to those who still messaged me, and for all of you that i haven't viewed your deviations....i'm honestly working on it, but there are alot of them, and i don't believe i'll be able to get to all of them. "Kayle

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darlingjib

Nov 25, 2005

death and beyond

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Thanksgiving was hard.  Maybe you won't understand.  Maybe you don't want to.  I don't really care.  Hearing little mentions of my Grandfather...realizing that he's not going to say grace this year...that he won't be sitting there at the table with us, eating all the leftovers two weeks later.  Even as I sit here it all seems so weird.  I feel slightly empty inside.  A cold chill deep in me.  Dry eyes aren't an option, and I just want it all to go away. There's alot of things I'd like to say, but I don't want some people to know.  I guess I'll share if you do.  There's one thing that really bothers me, and I know that no matter when I say it

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darlingjib

Oct 12, 2005

Death Be the Next Great Adventure

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I lost my grandfather on October 8, 2005 at 8am. He was buried on October 11, 2005. He will never leave my heart. I feel as if I will grieve for centuries. "dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today" James Dean Co-Administrator of ~archnemesisises (https://www.deviantart.com/archnemesisises) with :iconangelfromurnightmare: & :iconinureyes: Groups... :iconangelsofanimeclub::iconanimorphs::iconanitablakeclub::iconbamf::iconcolossal-hero::iconComicFreaks::iconCult-of-Malfoy::iconDesperatlyinlove: :icondonniedarko-club::iconDumbledores--Army::iconeowynclub::iconfireandice-club::iconforbidden2kiss::icongambitclub::iconGoodnessgreen::iconHPBishieLoversClub: